lol why am i here

That's something you need to debate in episode 3 rather than here ;-).

Hmmm, that's a good question...

Could it be because you were just really depressed and thought you'd test yourself by attempting to watch this show, since you obviously knew the only surefire method for knowing if you've truly hit rock-bottom would be to see if you'd actually choose to put yourself through the torture of watching it all the way from beginning to end or not? 🤔

its wacky not for everyone but i find it hilarious and creative.